OF LOVE LETTERS AND LOVE POEMS II

A love letter that speaks of a loved one’s worth in one’s life, as someone who leads and lights the way. At the brink of a misunderstanding one-summer day circa 1982, a lover expressed his emotions, as there was not enough time for a talk to iron out the differences.

This day got to be the worst day in my life; I don’t know whether I still belong to somebody I really love: A  love that I called my last love.

There was faith that when I found you. I shall never be in a life full of miseries, of frustrations, and of dim directions.

I thought my days ahead would bring an everlasting brightness where I could find a hand to lead me the way where my life would go.

It’s the life that I would treasure for I know somebody cares, somebody loves, and somebody to share with.

My life before was destined to be always down and I don’t know why I still have to live with it.

There you came by my side and tell me it’s wonderful to live this life of love.

Now I know life has to end soon when I know I am out to live by my own. I have learned and find out the essence of love and without it, I would rather die.

You are my everything…

My greatest fear could not fear me the way I do for I still know there remains one last being to be with me, our love.

Crying could not best describe this feeling inside me, for dying remains above all.

Maybe I feel I’m about to leave you now and you seek out all the best that is not in me.

I know I’m not worthy anymore to belong to you and I must not try to live this life to be the best for you.

You are so good to me, you did bring me into a world I know worth living. With a few months with you, I’ve learned to love life as it brought meaning only when there is love.

Maybe I find more love in Him that I’m to go and reach for Him.

In this world, I found Him through you, and without you; I’ll go with Him.

I don’t want anymore to feel the pain of loosing somebody who is loved like you.

You’re so great, I’m grateful that in one way or another I was with you.

Thank you for everything, but before I go, I would like you to know that I LOVE YOU